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CONFUSED AND FRUSTRATED

A Sim Creation :) hahah <3

A Sim Creation 🙂 hahah ❤

Okay, so I have been thinking about more drama’s in my life. Maybe not the best idea, but I can’t really control my thoughts, though I am trying. So, my parents are pushing me into alot of things these days. Like singing contest’s and a bunch of family things. But I don’t really enjoy that. So I refuse everytime. Except they ignore me. So my mum and dad look for singing contests here and in the bigger city beside us. (Not saying I they devote all their time to me) But I have managed to keep it on the down low this summer. Thanks to colds that is. Yes it is true I have been ‘accidently’ getting sick this summer to avoid travelling to contests I’d rather not be in. I love singing and all and I love that people actually like my singing. But I don’t like being pressured to do these and expected to do good. It’s tiring. But I love the rush of the stage and the butterflies when I see the crowd, no matter how big or small. And, this may come as a shock, but I love the nervousness. It’s probably my favorite emotion. I wonder if I’m shy? Hmm …. hahah their’s really no way to be sure because I can’t make that assesment. I don’t know why I put up with it really … Well, yes. I do. If I don’t then the dream fades … At least when I’m doing this I get closer to my dream of being famous. But when I’m famous I’ll be doing that all the time … Then that will be it. People will expect me to do that and expect twice as much … Now that wouldn’t be fun! It would be downright miserable! But I can’t just forget about something like that … And not to mention the wasted talent! Not trying to sound self-absorbed. But I really do think I have a good voice. But that’s me. And I have never performed infront of people I actually know … I’m just frustrated with myself. I don’t know what I want, though it should be easy. What with me being young. And all. But it really isn’t … I wonder when the confusion kicks in? Tata. ❤ 

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2 Responses to “CONFUSED AND FRUSTRATED”


  1. September 11, 2009 at 4:20 pm

    Hmm. I don’t know what to say..are you sure you want to be a famous singer? You like singing, but it doesn’t seem to be your passion, like maddie ( forget nickname) and her skating. It’s not all you do, all you want, all you think. The again, most of the famous pop singers out there singing isn’t their passion…fame and money are their passions. usually the more undiscovered artists are truly passionate about music and relaying a message and emotion to a group of people.

  2. September 11, 2009 at 4:20 pm

    Oh and the picture is amaaaaazzzzzzzing.


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