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Aug
09

UNFINISHED AND UNREALISTIC SIMI! :(

I feel overwhelmed in the most unrealistic sense. I could be just very tired,

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 but I doubt it. I don’t even feel like posting, but I have been very stupid and I think I need this. Nothing in my head makes sense. So I would just like to sort eveything out.

So, aparently, I am a big fake. Which might be true. I don’t feel fake, because this has been a part of me for so long. And maybe different sets of people would say that I am me and have no ounce of fake in me, but that’s them. If they were with me all the time they’d see how untrue that was. I feel as if I am a different person for each group. For the Krew I am, a single part of myself, somewhat disjointed and misguided. And not whole. When I’m with my friends I feel right, and like I am where I should be for my age. But I don’t want to feel my age, I want to be more matture. So I try to fit in with the Krew. Blondie and me click, somehow. When she could be anywhere with anyone. It makes no sense for someone with such a bright and onnocent future to be friends with me. I am such a screw up already … even before all this non-sense with the Krew. I have never been able to feel whole and right with anyone … even in kindergarten, when all the kids have to be nice to eachother. I’ll post tomorrow if I can. I just really feel unfinished. Tata. ❤

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You know, Jacob, you’re awfully self-righteous — considering that you’re a werewolf and all.
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